Other Christy Dawn Athena Casual chic unclassified dresses

I bought this for my wedding, and am now not sure it is the one for me. I really adore it, it is absolutely gorgeous deadstock silk, beautifully made, but when I put it on it doesn't give me the "bride" feeling, if that even makes sense. I ordered it in a size small (4-6) and did have to have the shoulders taken in a little. It fits now like a 2-4. It is really a gorgeous gown and I envy anyone who can pull it off, I just don't feel like that person is me. Never worn other than trying on!!